Sunday, June 19, 2011

June 19, 2011-Sunny Morning-No Fox Pups Sighted

It's a beautiful morning so far. The mom to the pups was here this morning a few times but I did not see the pups. She must have made them stay in the woods. Or maybe someone was outside upstairs. They sit out there now and smoke. There's four smokers upstairs now. It must stink in that hallway. It stinks downstairs from just one smoker.
I had to go over to Agway at 9:30 am to get more critter food. Then I came right back home. That pain in my groin is still there and throbbing. I don't like that because that cancer could be spreading now to other organs. If it hits my kidneys I'll be in some pain. I know I'll be in a lot of pain eventually but thought I could at least get through this summer without any.
I've been researching "Groin Pain" but it could be so many things. I used to get some pain if I pulled a muscle but this is different. The trouble with this is it affects my leg also. I hate going to the doctor but if I have to just to maybe have her do an ultra sound in that area to tell me what it might be. If it is the cancer then there's nothing I can do about it. I'll wait and see how bad it gets this coming week. Right now I can tolerate it okay. It's more of a throbbing pain. Not a stabbing pain.
I have so much to do around here yet. So much to get rid of. Guess I better start doing more just in case.
Jasper slept in the living room last night under a table.She was walking around at 5:00 am so I had to get up and put her in the tub. I am so tired lately from not getting enough sleep. She wanted out of the tub at 10:00 am so now she's wandering around the apartment again. She feels so much lighter. She still won't eat. Only now and then she will eat a tiny bit of food. Right now she's sitting on my foot right here at the computer. She always does that.
I'm just going to try and take it easy today. Maybe there will be some good movies on TV.
Hope you all have a nice day!!

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