This is it. I have made up my mine. I will NOT have any more radiation poison going into my body! I will NOT have any surgery, cutting my body all up. If the cancer spreads then so be it. But I am going to try my damndest to keep the tumor from growing. I am going back to my alkalizing diet and also an anti fungal diet. I am also going to be giving myself Baking Soda enemas every day to see if it helps. That Italian Doctor seems to think and has proven that it does. As long as my tumor is localized and hasn't spread then I might have a chance. If it has spread then the baking soda won't be able to get to it. This is worth a try. But I also know that it might not work and I am not afraid of whatever is in store for me. I'm leaving it in God's hands now. I do believe when it's our turn to go there is nothing that we can do about it. I could have a heart attack at any time or get hit by car or anything. I can't see going through pain and suffering only to have this radiation do permanent damage to me and be suffering anyway. All I can say is God help me through this. I like testing myself. Doctors aren't God!! Even though they think they are.
Happy New Year everyone. Hope the coming year will be a happy and healthy one for all of us.
Saw my crippled fox tonight. It's amazing how good he's doing. He seems to have a mate or one of his siblings with him every night. He is shy though and it's very hard to get a photo of him. I did manage to get him in the background tonight as the other one ate closer.
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Ginny, I read your post and I marvel at your strength. You have made a decision to just not go any farther with surgery and radiation and I respect and admire you for that. My Aunt had bladder cancer 20 years ago and beat it. Then when she was in her 80's she had to have a hysterectomy when they found cancerous cells. She never recovered from all the treatments and the last few months were so hard for her. At her age it was almost cruel to do that much to her body. But we don't want to give up and her children encouraged her to fight. I won't give advice other than to tell you I think you are one Hell of a woman and your kind spirit comes straight across the internet. You are in my thoughts and prayers an I wish you a healthy New Year.
Joy C. at grannymountain
Your strength of character is amazing Ginny and I do wish you the all the very best in your fight.
So glad the injured fox is still around, obviously another character with a very strong will :)
As you may have seen on my blog I am having some difficulties with posting and commenting at the moment but I will pop in when I can.
Thanks so much Joy and Jan. I just hate doctors I guess. Ha! And like I say. It's in God's hands. I have a good feeling right now about this. I think this year will be a heck of a lot better than last. Happy New Year!! I wish you both the best of health.
I love your little fox.
Amen to not letting cancer treatments take
away our life.
and
I AM NOT SCARED either, I just worry for my hubby and kids and grand kids..
God has a plan..and He knows when it is
our time..
I trust God and I am ready when He
takes me.
I will NOT do whole brain radiation again
and I pray , if it comes to that..God will
show my husband that" it is well with his
(Rich's) soul
Praying for you and health!!
Oh Deena! I do thank you for writing here. I wish you the best also and will keep you in my thoughts and prayers too. I hope this year will be a good one for you. Hugs!!! Hugs! Hugs!
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