November 3, 2009

I'm eating very lightly today so I won't have much in me when I go for that Ultra Sound up my butt tomorrow morning. God! I hate these tests!
I was very uncomfortable yesterday and bleeding more. Today isn't so bad. I associate that with what I'm eating. I do chop up most of my veggies in the processor but have been eating some skinless and seedless cucumbers dipped in my hummus or guacamole dip. I sure am glad the avocados have dropped in price. They were $1.88 each and now they are a $1.00. I eat raw zucchini also. The tiny ones. They are tender.
Today I'm sticking to my green powder mix and I did have some squash soup that my sister, Jeanne brought me. I mixed it with my spaghetti squash and processed it till smooth. But for the rest of the day I will be drinking my green powder mixture.
At least for this procedure I won't have to drink that awful Gatorade stuff again. The scope will only be inserted a few inches in with that ultra sound device on the end of it. I will probably be given an enema beforehand. I hope I'm not too sore when they get done probing. And I guess I should get back home as soon as I can instead of going to Rick's. They say I need to rest for 24 hours after that. And I'm sure Jane will want to get back as soon as she can too. It's her day off and she has to cart me around.

I'm still thinking about the surgery. I still don't want it because of the radiation and chemo that I'd have to get before the surgery and the six months after it. I'd be in agony for almost a half year. I am still going to put it off till after the holidays. I want to make Christmas this year at Jeanne's. I couldn't go last year because of all my problems but I feel so much better now and I can handle going.
I'll be back to let you know how things went after tomorrow.