Haven't felt up to par the past couple days. Lots of aching and being uncomfortable. It's the food. I never should have strayed from my regular stuff. But the stuffing tasted so good..LOL I threw away all that bad stuff now.
The thought of the Chemo and Radiation is really haunting me. The thought of having surgery is bothering me too. But I know I really should have it all. If I want to live a few more years. I have lots of questions for the radiologist and oncologist. Will it make my cataracts worse? I have baby ones right now. They say it brings them on faster. Will it effect my Glaucoma. Chemo does a job on your eyes they say. What about my bad left lung? I can't breathe that good as it is from that. What about the gallbladder problems and liver??
Surgery can give you blood clots in your legs. I already have enough problems with my legs and varicose veins. What about the shingles that break out on my outer leg almost every month now? Will my nerve endings be even more damaged?
Will it take me longer to walk around, since my legs and stomach muscles are so weak?
I have so many questions. And I'm not sure if I even want to live a longer life.
2 comments:
Sorry you are not feeling so good at the moment Ginny but I bet that stuffing went down well at the time, I love it and always serve up more than I really should.
All those questions you have are what you must ask the doctor, you should either print that post out or write all the questions down and take them next time you see him, I'm sure he could put your mind at rest about some of them at least.
I do hope you feel a bit better in a day or two and don't forget all your wildlife creatures need you and so does Ricky not to mention your family of course.
The wildlife and my pets need me. My family will be okay. I have got all these questions written down Jan, along with a few more. Let you know later what the radiologist had to say. Got our first snowfall this morning. Just a dusting. Hopefully it won't snow any more. I have to drive 15 miles today. One way.
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