We got quite a bit more snow this morning. But it tapered off by noon. But very windy. I was so glad I didn't have to go out. I am going to hate going out every day for those damn radiation treatments. I just hate being cold. In the winter my hands never get warm no matter how hot it is inside. But I don't like too much heat. My feet are always cold too.
Those three areas where they injected the ink in my backside were painful last night and swollen. One is right near my tail bone too. My tail bone has always bothered me so this was not something I liked very much. But today it's better. Just a little sore. I also have those black marker X's on those spots and a piece of tape up in the center of my back. Not sure what that is for. And there is a long black mark running down the center of my back too. I have to be careful not to scrub those areas. It's sort of a map so they know where to go I guess. Maybe the tape has my name on it so they won't get confused about who they are working on..Ha! Ha!
I am uncomfortable today. I'm not sleeping well at all. It's all the stress I guess. I drink Camomile tea every night to relax me but it's not working any more.
I have a list of questions to ask the Chemo Oncologist tomorrow. I have to drive up to Utica again and my appointment isn't till 3:30. That means I will be driving home in the dark. It's supposed to be real windy tomorrow too and some snow showers. Just hope it's not bad or I won't go.
I have been reading and reading about the Chemo effects. I think I have my mind up and am NOT going to have it. I don't give a shit if the doctors get mad at me. I am going to put some articles in here about the things that concern me the most. It will be in the next post.
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