The pain in my ass is getting worse. All day yesterday I was very uncomfortable. I'm taking three Ibuprofen at a time now, every 5 or 6 hours. I didn't feel well enough to even go out and get my mail and it's only outside my door. Not till evening, when I started feeling a bit better. I'm taking more laxatives now also. If I get even a small pea-sized piece of crap caught behind that tumor it bothers me so much so better to keep it flowing. Which then keeps me near the toilet. I'm damned if I do and damned if I don't. Can't win in this situation.
I took a chance and went to Walmart at 8 am this morning. I had gone to the bathroom at least five times already. I was only gone 30 minutes. I had some pressure while walking around in there and thought I'd have to get to the bathroom but it passed thank heavens. Now I'm back home where I feel safe again. I really hate going out anywhere.
My left foot is dropping more it seems and it's hard to keep that foot comfortable. I'm constantly changing the lifts around inside, trying to get it to where I feel better. I tried an old ankle brace on but it hits above on my leg so hard that it hurts. So can't wear that thing. never could because of the hurting on my leg. I could go get fitted for a brace but why bother at this stage in my life. Not going to be around that much longer anyway.
On the brighter side, it's a nice day here but going to get in the high 80's. Then the temperature is going to drop some for the next few days. I'm still trying to get the little woodchuck used to me but he keeps running to his hole. Eventually he will though, like his mom. She comes running right to me when I call her.
The pups were out there at 7 am this morning waiting for me. Oh! The night before last the raccoon showed up for the first time in a couple weeks. He was scratching the side of the building at 2:30 am so I got up and opened the window to talk to him and give him a few nuts. Then a damn skunk came along and wanted his nuts and he sprayed at the coon I think because the coon disappeared. And while I was looking out the window I saw two of the pups on top of the rock wall also. They were looking down at me. They are out at all hours of the day and night. I wonder when they sleep?? Ha! Ha!
I am in some pain and discomfort right now. Waiting for the Ibuprofen to kick in. My Cockatiel, Ricky, is in the other room squawking and squawking. He irritates me so much sometimes. I feel like throwing him against the wall when I am hurting and in a bad mood. But I will never do it. You all know that.
Time to go for now. Have a nice day you all.
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