I called Jane today. She has to have another Cat Scan. If they find things have changed since the last one then they will do a scope down her throat and get a biopsy of her lungs. They don't want to do that unless they really have to. It's invasive and if she bleeds she could bleed to death. She doesn't know when she will be having that procedure done yet. I'll keep you informed. her husband, Savey, is a nervous wreck about it. But Jane has that, "what will be, will be" attitude.
I am taking two Ibuprofen every 5 or 6 hours now. Got a lot of aching. And I'm on the toilet about 20 times before noon every day and maybe every hour during the rest of the day. What a pain.
I have been doing a lot of thinking and I think I will give up my car by the end of August. I just can't afford to fix it. I only go to Walmart and back and don't even put 300 miles on it in a year. Why pay for insurance and registrations all the time. I know I will miss being able to get in it and go to the store myself but I think it's best. It will be one less thing my family will have to worry about when I die. My daughter or sister can take me shopping now and then.
I won't have to worry about the winters either. I can't really go out much during the winter. I am always so afraid of falling. And now it's even worse. With my legs weaker and my hand being weak. Maybe someone will want that car. it runs real good. It's just the wiring that has to be looked at and fixed. Maybe it's just grounding out and causing the fuse to blow all the time. I'll get the new muffler put on first and have that scraping noise checked out. It had new brakes and rotors four years ago so they shouldn't be worn out yet. I never drive the damn thing. Might be a wheel bearing. The muffler shop will check it out and let me know.
I still have to get hold of the funeral home and get my cremation set up so my daughter won't have to worry about that. So many things to get rid of too.
I sure hope Nina gets that house she's renting so then she might have room for some of my stuff. One of the kids can have this computer and desk in their room. Or Nina can use this computer and give the kids the older one. I gave her that one when I bought this one.
I wish I knew where to sell my rings. I could use the money right now. I'm going to ask around. Anything I can sell, I will.
It's another gloomy, rainy day here today. Haven't seen the baby foxes since the other day. I know they are out there. I'm just missing them I guess. The parents are around. They stay in the woods when it's raining anyway.
I've never seen the female Raccoon since she was fighting with the male out there that night. The male was here at 2 am. Climbed up on my window. I gave him some nuts. He eats them and goes away. I'm not throwing nuts out at night now because I don't want the skunks hanging around much. I have got to ween these animals off food. They won't have it when I'm gone.
Guess I'll get back in the living room and watch a movie. I'm starting to ache again. Can't sit here long. Have a nice weekend everyone.
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